Again, I'm supposed to blog a long post but i guess computer's not reall my thing,i'll just get distracted by other stuff,
plus, my maximum computer time usage can onl be 5 hours...
Thus, I'll write that long post in my own personal journal and if I've got the time, I'll post it here again. Like for Jun Su's birthday, I've written a lot on m journal.
Shucks, just saw TOHOSHINKI's music station live, kinda disappointed to see them performing stand by u AGAIN...
I wish they will perform their older songs, or rather, their new single "Break Out".
2 days ago, just went karaoke-ing with Zanda, Zong Man and Joycelyn and they're all hooked on Super Junior M 's Super Girl. (Heck, I thought they're going to disband soon???) It turns out that they fancy Shi Won and Ryeowook, lOL :D
Dreamt of Jun Su yesterday, my dreams with Jun Su in it are kinda weird.
Are they trying to imply that I have no affirnity with Jun Su??? As in, he always disappears halfway in my dreams and appear suddenly. LOLXDDD
Whereas my dreams wit Yun Ho, Chang Min and Jae Joong are different (Like i will ever dream about Micky :P) .
Dreams with Yun Ho include a boyfriend status, wahaxD While dreams with Chang Min's just a fan-idol status and dreams with Jae Joong, gee, they're weird, he's either my oppa or my namja chinguk. LOL :DDD (it's okay, I'm fine with him)
HAPPY 6TH YEARS ANNIVERSARY TOHOSHINKI/DONG BANG SHIN KI!!!!
Can't wait for your upcoming albums and "Dating on Earth".
I can't wait for 2010, when you guys will definitely make a huge-whopping comeback. WOOOTS XD
Oh and Merri Christmas, wahas:D
Learnt 20 new words of the Japanese writing system yesterday late night,
includes "ta, tsu, te, to, chi" and "su, se so, shi, sa", in addition to the previous nights\'s "a, e,i , o,u" and "ka,ki,ke,ko,ku". Korean's writing system is easier to learn but not to use, it's more complicated... -_-"
Anyways, gotta aja aja hwaiting for THSK! YEAPS!!!!
Saeng il chuka hamnida,
saeing il chukahamnida,
sarangeun kim jun su sshi,
saeng il chukahamnida!!!!
MY LOVEEE_ KIM JUNSU OPPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm supposed to blog a very long post but I haven't got the time,
currently working on a special video on JunSu...
Ah gotta finish that first!
Like today, it's one gloomy afternoon with unpredictable weather.
Checked the results. I've been allocated to class 302. And I hate the fact that there are no kpop fans accompanying me. And Jesslyn... awww =(
At least there's chiew ling and rebecca beside me, just beside my class, which means that I can look for them anytime =D And also Ying Zhen at 304, haha xD
I just realised that I can't live without a bunch of close friends that I can distance myself to. Seriously. I'd stick with them for life.
Yesterday, I spen the night watching another TVB drama- You're Hired wif Charmaine and another funny actor. Kinda an epic show. COmedic especially hahas :D
OH-MI-GAWD,
I dreamt of Chang Min yesterday night. Up till now, I still can't decide whether I like CM or JS better, lol, im sure it doesn't matterrr. WAsss.
Dunno why but in that dream, there were the five of them, but only Chang Min seems to be amazingly handsome, probably the most handsome guy I'll ever see face to face. OMG OMG! I rmb there was someone beside me and i keep exclaiming on how shuai CM is. hahahahahahahas :P Those are probably the best features on someone's face. WAAA xD
And I even dreamt that I was in Japan once again haha:S And searching for Pinky, my most unique possession, only to be found in Japan. What a weirrdd dreamm. ^^
I miss Japan, seriously. The weather, mostly and the people with great fashion taste. Probably gonna migrate there someday! JK???
Gotta go, cyass~
[Trans] 091120 Jung YunHo, in the Eyes of His Dad
In a year of 365 days, YunHo only gets around 1 week to 10 days of rest time, but he would normally spend half of his time in Gwangju, while the other half in Seoul, because many relatives are at the city of Seoul. There are many to visit, therefore his schedule is always packed even during this 10 days of rest time. In addition, he also has to go church etc.
YunHo has always told me that he wants to go on a 3 days 2 nights trip, but the time he has doesn’t allow him to do that. This time he got to visit the orphanage, which is something that he has wanted to do long ago. He treated the visit to the orphanage just like meeting up his friends, he went quietly and helped them to clean up, prepare for dinner, playing around with 100 over orphans and even gave out his signatures. The day before his visit, he received a call from Director Park from MBC, regarding the interview for HTTG and to meet up with him after he have read the script for the drama. YunHo told me that he would take the project if he was selected, therefore he needs to quickly go through the script, which means he might not be able to go to the orphanage.
However, YunHo has already made a promise to the orphanage, therefore he insisted to go, even if he has to cancel all other schedules, which also would result in him not being able to have time to go through the script. YunHo, has always had a one-track mind, where he doesn’t want to give in. If you were to ask him to give up the thoughts of going to the orphanage for the sake of reading his script, he would never agree to it. In the end, he visited the orphanage and sacrificed his sleep at night to read the script ; this is YunHo. He always takes extra care of his health because he knows that health is really important, but for the sake of doing something meaningful, he would do it even if he will be exhausted. Therefore in the future, whenever he was to face any problems, he would remind himself of his past experiences and to go through the problems with his own strength.
I often reminded YunHo that all the staff around him; his manager and cody have suffered a lot because of him. His task is to do a good job at the very last stage, for all of the preparation they have gone through just for him to shine on stage. Therefore, he shouldn’t complain of tiredness. I have brought him up, but I’m not tired.
Yunho and me have differences in opinions, which would usually result in arguments. However, Yunho agrees with my way of raising and educating him. Therefore, he has always respected me for that.
source: uknowbar
translation: sshutingg @ OneTVXQ.com
credits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }
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Is there really such thing as triumph of good over evil? I doubt so. In the 21st cntury now, only money matters.
Goodbye old days...
It's devastating to know how things hav turned out between DBSK themselves.
This attendance of MAMA awards should have been a happy event but it pains me to find out that they attended the award ceremony without any staff members, only themselves but still got insulted by SM that they have no rights to receive the award.
Whatever happened? It wasn't like this a year ago...
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SM “The three members does not have the rights to receive the award as representatives of TVXQ”
The award TVXQ 3 members received does not represent anything
Jaejoong cried backstage… Cassiopeia entered the resting room and kept on crying, Micky cried, Junsu was telling Micky not to cry…
When they left, their manager was not with them. There wasn’t any CODY. Nor bodyguards. Not even a proper transportation. They went off in a van. They could only go off after the fans cleared the way.
Source: MickyHome
Translation: nings @ OneTVXQ.com
Special Thanks:: sshutingg, linhkawaii, 'Lovedust @ OneTVXQ.com
Credits: OneTVXQ.com
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Please don't cry people, now I even feel like crying too. Things aren't supposed o turn out this way. It's all SM's fault...
I saw that video. Jun Su was obviously forcing a smile and Jae Joong loked like he couldn't hold back his tears anymore. That's certainl heartbreaking but what can we Cassies do? I miss seein the other two too. It's a relief that they're able to perform in Japan too together. Even Avex stated that they'll be supporting all 5 of them. It's really ironic to see a foreign country treating them better than their own homeland.
But heck yea, now everyone knows what a disgusting bullshit company you are, and i believe every evil deed you have comitted, you'll earn ten times the retribution so start worrying now!
You know what? Don't even try to break them up cos you know there's still AVEX. And AVEx isn't as mean as you bullshits! They'll earn more money in heir company then in your bullshit nests! You wanna try tortutring and bullying and insulting them? Taste the wrath of Cassiopeias first! Wanna play dirty? We can too, except we are smart people who thinks of consequences first!
In conclusion, we are every bit smarter, mature and not as irrational as you bullshits! Get that? EH? FUCK YOU IDIOTS WITH PIG BRAINS!
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It's the first time I've ever been so furious a an agency. Cos i always respected agencies that my fave idols to what they are today. But this is getting too much. You're hurting way too many people, millions of people all over the world and it was a deliberate action. None of us will side you for what you've done. I beleive in justice and you've gonna get ten times of what they've been through. DIE YOU PEOPLE!!!1 DIE IN HELL!!! I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!!!!!!
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Oh mY god, Jae Joong crying will only happen once in a blue moon and yes, SM, you did it, you made him cry! Nice job! Give yourself a clap! But dun be too happy yet, Cassies are watching you...
Every drop of tear from any of my five boys....Every single drop...Every pure, undeserved drop of tear, you're gonna pay for that, YOU UNDERSTAND???
I have no mood now to describe my experience in Japan, I'm just damn mad!!! LoW CLASS IDIOTS!
I wonder why good frens and good times don't last forever.
Is that something that can never be changed?
Adjusting to drastic changes, reluctant to let go of all good times , reminiscing good memories and feeling nostalgic,
are those what all must undergo?
If yes, then I'll guess I'll have to face it like a woman.
I can't keep dwelling on past events that can't return.
What's done cannot be undone, that's for sure.
I'll miss euuuu gurlssssssssssss...
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*JESSLYN ZENG YONG HUI*
I promised to write a long post about you,
and this is the first time I've ever done that for a friend, hahaxD
All back to where it begun,
I met you at Nan Hua's school library.
I kinda forgotten how we ended up there together,
I think it was because we had spare time and would like to "explore" the library?
Well, I'm not very sure.
But I remembered how we laughed madly at Mr Yap,
we called him the "old man", hahas =)
And that you started playing "Bu Xiang Dong De" by Angela Zhang.
We started lipsynching to the song and laughed loudly.
But we were cautious not to alert Mr Yap cos his scoldings were horrible but funny, though.
I felt you would be a really great friend then.
We had such a great time laughing non-stop.
Yep, that was the first time we spent time together.
We weren't really close last year and frankly speaking, I kinda hated you because of all the bad rumors that were targeted towards you.
Mostly because of your "insane" character (dun take it to heart), weird and unwelcomed personality and that direct, insulting and talkative tongue of yours.
I remembered you're Chiew Ling's partner for a long period of time that's why you two grew very close.
However, I started to have a very bad impression of you as Chiew Ling started telling me about how your insulted people, including me.
In my eyes at that time, you were a spoilt, stuck up, show-off and rich girl with an evil tongue so i didn't like you at all. (Forgive me for this, but you're really bad last year)
As you joined our clique, I was quite relcutant at first but that was during this year, when my views on you changed gradually.
I started liking and accepting you, as I found out that you weren't as bad as what Chiew Ling described.
Most of all, you were someone great and easy-going to talk to. Someone jovial and enthusiastic to lighten up people's spirits.
However, you had flaws I was tolerating too; your insulting and direct words were not what I could accept.
When Ying Zhen joined our clique, you started fantasizing about Kpop and Super Junior, along with your American idols (ZAC EFRON, Vanessa Hudgens, Miley Cyrus, Jesse McCartney and Taylor Swift, am I right? =PP).
LOL, I didn't expect you to like SUJU, oh well, there are some good-looking ones like Lee Dong Hae and my SUNG MIN, WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XDDD
At that point of time,we became very close friends and always went to IMM together and boarded our respective buses at the same bus stop together.
I admit, I started accepting you 100% ever since.
You were very talkative still and weren't as hardworking as like now.
You weren't independent and acted like a kid previously but after your maid went off,
you became a totally different person.
More independent, wiser, more understanding,more serious and more hardworking.
Actually, I'm very curious of the reason WHY (mind if you tell me?)
But you had become a changed and improved person which we were all contented and happy with, to have a friend like you.
There were many events that are deeply etched in my mind.
Like that horrible incident that broke up our clique?
I'm very grateful to you for siding with us and believing us.
Happy that you know who's right and who's wrong.
For that, you'll have to give yourself a pat on the back for standing by our side and coming up with ideas.
You should look back at previous happy events we had together in the earlier posts of this blog,(Mostly in Feb, March,April,May, June)
like the Marina Barrage event (in May, we took a photo together)and some random memories I can't really search back myself, cos there's too many posts on DongBang. Sorry Sorry ah~
You're really a Maths genius, I swear.
Throughout my entire life, I've never seen anyone so superb in maths before,
especially when I totally sucks in it,
it makes me wonder how someone can get such high marks for Maths.
Not just Maths, but other subjects which you weren't good in previously.
Jesslyn, you're a really smart girl with potential and high IQ,
you're the only person in 205 which I'm confident that will succeed with a high ranking job in future cos you're really, really, really, SMART!
It's not unexpected that you got first in class,
cos I've already confirmed that you are one smart genius with a high IQ.
You just gotta put in lots of effort to enchance that genuine brain of yours---for crying out loud!
i told you you could do it! And you sure succeeded!
One musn't doubt his or herself and that goes the same for you too. Especially when you've got the potential and worked extremely hard.
You showed that hard work pays off to all of us. We're your witnesses.
You know what? I was praying that you wouldn't get into NJC.
Not because I'm jealous or whatever,
but because I'm afraid to lose such a superb friend like you whom i can really trust.
Actually, have you ever thought that the outcome would be the same if you didn't apply for NJC but entered it through your O Levels results instead?
Like i'd reckoned that you're smart and hardworking,
why not enter NJC with what you can do?
Instead of leaving Nan Hua and leaving all of us to miss each other. Eh?
Have you ever regretted? Regretted that you shouldn't apply for NJC and should instead spend another 2 years in nan Hua with us?
The outcome will still be the same. You're gonna enter NJC still.
Haix, sometimes, i just don't understand you...
WHY LEAVE US WHEN THIS IS NOT THE ONLY AND BEST OPTION? WHY NOT SPEND ANOTHER 2 MORE YEARS WITH US? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???? =(((((((((((((((((((((( (Sorry, I've really sad. =( )
You're the only person I've ever told the ambition I'll reallly want to have in future. That's because if I told them this,they would laugh and think I'm probably stupid, gullible and naive. While others would doubt me and criticize that particular ambition I desired. I'm very sure of that.
But you are very supportive and believed I could make it. This really enlightened me and gave me hope. Thanks a lot, Jess!!! =DDD
Nevertheless, I really appreciate and treasure the friendship we had. I realised that you're really a true friend that i could ever have. I wish you all the best in whatever you do and I hope you won't forget me in life. Thanks for putting in the effort to write Korean words for me in that farewell card. I lurvve euuu. Sarang Hae Yo, Jesslyn sshi! I'll miss you!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Words of Advice: You shouldn't be affected by what others doubt and insult of you. Prove to them that they're WRONG.
In NJC, I hope you'll keep this in mind and not get dejected and stressed by whatever that may happen. Believe in yourself and stay positive, arrassuh???
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*It takes time for people to realise what they should have treasured in the past when they could. And when it's too late, they'll regret for life...*
It's the holidays,but heck, does it mean anything?
Probably just more time to sleeeeep and play.
But god, it's hella boring! 2 WHOLE MONTHS!
Goin to Japan soon, but it's such a long long wayyy to me.
Sis havin O Levels, BX havin SA2, which leaves me with BOREDOM.
I wanna find work, at least that's something to do.
I've entered the Course COde 109 but there's less than10 ppl in the entire lvl taking this course and I'm the only pathetic one in class who took this code.
Bio, Hist, E.Lit. Perf. combination I can ever hav.
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Learnt chorus of Hot Issue by 4minutes.
i'm addicted to the current girl groups rising in the KPOP Scene.
They're awesome!
I love people with stage charisma and overwhelming, unique styles which stand out.
But I'm kinda sad to learn about that 0 dollar income DBSK earned from SM.
Well, at least, there's a BRIGHTER, POSITIVE side called AVEX in JAPAN.
I bet they're happier over there cos it's where their achievements and efforts are greatly recognized and where there get their lawful rights. Unlike **.
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I've been knocked some sense, literally.
I realized that success can only be achiewved through HARD WORK AND EFFORT OVER A LONG PERIOD OF TIME.
I MUST keep this in mind or there will be too many failures queing up ahead of me. Till I can't endure them again and again.
Working hard for just a certain period of time is NOT ENOUGH and I've LEARNT MY LESSON.
I'll use DBSK as a motivation once again,
they showed me that throughout their entire 4 years in Japan, they WORKED SUPPPPERRRR HARD despite countless setbacks and uncertain doubts BUT THEY DID NOT GIVE UP and PERSERVERED TILL THE VERY END.
WHat they've achieved now is WHAT THEY DESERVE AND I"LL LEARN FROM THEM.
Whatever I desire and aim for, I'll start working hard early, and continue for a LONGER period, till i get what i deserved!
Oppa, Komapta, thanks for teaching me life values. Yongwuhnhi saranghamnida! = ))))
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I'm CERTAIN, that one day, you'll get all that you deserved...
