I wonder why good frens and good times don't last forever.
Is that something that can never be changed?
Adjusting to drastic changes, reluctant to let go of all good times , reminiscing good memories and feeling nostalgic,
are those what all must undergo?
If yes, then I'll guess I'll have to face it like a woman.
I can't keep dwelling on past events that can't return.
What's done cannot be undone, that's for sure.
I'll miss euuuu gurlssssssssssss...
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*JESSLYN ZENG YONG HUI*
I promised to write a long post about you,
and this is the first time I've ever done that for a friend, hahaxD
All back to where it begun,
I met you at Nan Hua's school library.
I kinda forgotten how we ended up there together,
I think it was because we had spare time and would like to "explore" the library?
Well, I'm not very sure.
But I remembered how we laughed madly at Mr Yap,
we called him the "old man", hahas =)
And that you started playing "Bu Xiang Dong De" by Angela Zhang.
We started lipsynching to the song and laughed loudly.
But we were cautious not to alert Mr Yap cos his scoldings were horrible but funny, though.
I felt you would be a really great friend then.
We had such a great time laughing non-stop.
Yep, that was the first time we spent time together.
We weren't really close last year and frankly speaking, I kinda hated you because of all the bad rumors that were targeted towards you.
Mostly because of your "insane" character (dun take it to heart), weird and unwelcomed personality and that direct, insulting and talkative tongue of yours.
I remembered you're Chiew Ling's partner for a long period of time that's why you two grew very close.
However, I started to have a very bad impression of you as Chiew Ling started telling me about how your insulted people, including me.
In my eyes at that time, you were a spoilt, stuck up, show-off and rich girl with an evil tongue so i didn't like you at all. (Forgive me for this, but you're really bad last year)
As you joined our clique, I was quite relcutant at first but that was during this year, when my views on you changed gradually.
I started liking and accepting you, as I found out that you weren't as bad as what Chiew Ling described.
Most of all, you were someone great and easy-going to talk to. Someone jovial and enthusiastic to lighten up people's spirits.
However, you had flaws I was tolerating too; your insulting and direct words were not what I could accept.
When Ying Zhen joined our clique, you started fantasizing about Kpop and Super Junior, along with your American idols (ZAC EFRON, Vanessa Hudgens, Miley Cyrus, Jesse McCartney and Taylor Swift, am I right? =PP).
LOL, I didn't expect you to like SUJU, oh well, there are some good-looking ones like Lee Dong Hae and my SUNG MIN, WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XDDD
At that point of time,we became very close friends and always went to IMM together and boarded our respective buses at the same bus stop together.
I admit, I started accepting you 100% ever since.
You were very talkative still and weren't as hardworking as like now.
You weren't independent and acted like a kid previously but after your maid went off,
you became a totally different person.
More independent, wiser, more understanding,more serious and more hardworking.
Actually, I'm very curious of the reason WHY (mind if you tell me?)
But you had become a changed and improved person which we were all contented and happy with, to have a friend like you.
There were many events that are deeply etched in my mind.
Like that horrible incident that broke up our clique?
I'm very grateful to you for siding with us and believing us.
Happy that you know who's right and who's wrong.
For that, you'll have to give yourself a pat on the back for standing by our side and coming up with ideas.
You should look back at previous happy events we had together in the earlier posts of this blog,(Mostly in Feb, March,April,May, June)
like the Marina Barrage event (in May, we took a photo together)and some random memories I can't really search back myself, cos there's too many posts on DongBang. Sorry Sorry ah~
You're really a Maths genius, I swear.
Throughout my entire life, I've never seen anyone so superb in maths before,
especially when I totally sucks in it,
it makes me wonder how someone can get such high marks for Maths.
Not just Maths, but other subjects which you weren't good in previously.
Jesslyn, you're a really smart girl with potential and high IQ,
you're the only person in 205 which I'm confident that will succeed with a high ranking job in future cos you're really, really, really, SMART!
It's not unexpected that you got first in class,
cos I've already confirmed that you are one smart genius with a high IQ.
You just gotta put in lots of effort to enchance that genuine brain of yours---for crying out loud!
i told you you could do it! And you sure succeeded!
One musn't doubt his or herself and that goes the same for you too. Especially when you've got the potential and worked extremely hard.
You showed that hard work pays off to all of us. We're your witnesses.
You know what? I was praying that you wouldn't get into NJC.
Not because I'm jealous or whatever,
but because I'm afraid to lose such a superb friend like you whom i can really trust.
Actually, have you ever thought that the outcome would be the same if you didn't apply for NJC but entered it through your O Levels results instead?
Like i'd reckoned that you're smart and hardworking,
why not enter NJC with what you can do?
Instead of leaving Nan Hua and leaving all of us to miss each other. Eh?
Have you ever regretted? Regretted that you shouldn't apply for NJC and should instead spend another 2 years in nan Hua with us?
The outcome will still be the same. You're gonna enter NJC still.
Haix, sometimes, i just don't understand you...
WHY LEAVE US WHEN THIS IS NOT THE ONLY AND BEST OPTION? WHY NOT SPEND ANOTHER 2 MORE YEARS WITH US? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???? =(((((((((((((((((((((( (Sorry, I've really sad. =( )
You're the only person I've ever told the ambition I'll reallly want to have in future. That's because if I told them this,they would laugh and think I'm probably stupid, gullible and naive. While others would doubt me and criticize that particular ambition I desired. I'm very sure of that.
But you are very supportive and believed I could make it. This really enlightened me and gave me hope. Thanks a lot, Jess!!! =DDD
Nevertheless, I really appreciate and treasure the friendship we had. I realised that you're really a true friend that i could ever have. I wish you all the best in whatever you do and I hope you won't forget me in life. Thanks for putting in the effort to write Korean words for me in that farewell card. I lurvve euuu. Sarang Hae Yo, Jesslyn sshi! I'll miss you!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Words of Advice: You shouldn't be affected by what others doubt and insult of you. Prove to them that they're WRONG.
In NJC, I hope you'll keep this in mind and not get dejected and stressed by whatever that may happen. Believe in yourself and stay positive, arrassuh???
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*It takes time for people to realise what they should have treasured in the past when they could. And when it's too late, they'll regret for life...*
